FUCK, SHIT, BITCH.

There are no other words to recount the painful encounters of stubbing a toe more perfectly than the three listed above. We all know it's nothing but those words that bleed from our mouths. It's inevitable.

It's an odd thing because cussing is something that I've really wrestled with, and at some point I had tackled it. However, in recent heated events I've found myself turning to these ignorant words that have no absolute value but have the power to make me look foolish and especially unintellectual.



I stubbed my toe the other day on my bed frame, and let me to tell you--the shots of fire that came from my mouth were indescribable. I had no idea that I was even capable of conjuring up such phrases. Honestly though, that painful minute or two of "FUCK, SHIT, BITCH" makes me feel incredibly ignorant, because how could something as big as me, a whole bodied human, be so affected by a little stubbed toe?


Life's obstacles and battles are like little stubbed toes.
It just depends on how we react to those painful moments.



Image Courtesy: Paul Scharff Photography

A Mere Guide.

I don't see the point of resolutions that are made the first day of the year. If you want to do something, or make a drastic change in your life--then DO IT. What's the point of waiting until January 1st to start cleaning up your life or setting goals for yourself?

Goals should be a standard part of life, an everyday factor, not something that you relabel and market as a resolution. However, I am ALL for goal lists or a yearly itinerary. Goals serve as a road map for my year, my life. Of course I might not be able to achieve all the things on my list, but circumstances are taken into account and nonetheless, I exit each year gracefully and entering the new year without grand expectations. Life is a food fight, you never know what's going to be thrown at you.

Resolutions Goals & Tid-Bits:
- Maintain an organized room.
- Taking care of my heart by exercising.
- Talking with God the 1st thing in the AM.
- Cooking at least 1 meal a week for my family.
- Taking my dogs on more walks.
- Go to Disneyland.
- Take a road trip.
- Fall in love with washing the dishes.
- Saving 1/3 of my paychecks.
- Get back in touch with old friends.
- Refrain from using curse words.
- Go to Rock the Bells.
- Attend as many Dodger games possible.
- Go to a freaking Laker game.
- Utilize my new ability to ride a bicycle.
- Putting my friends before myself.
- To not be a selective passive person.
- Step forward on my path to nursing.
- Live my freaking life.

Clean Slate 2010.

I was very fortunate to ring in the New Year with two of my closest friends and spending the first day of the year with my entire loving family. 2010 is already looking good.


Love.


3, 2, 1...YAYAYAYAYAYAY!

2010 is all about starting new and loving my gems, my family & friends.
It's definitely going to be a good one.