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I've come to realize that no matter how much you depend on people,
no matter how much you care for people, no matter how much of your heart you invest, no matter what decisions you make in life, there is and always will be room for disappointment. On both ends.
Yet, you can't help but try to keep your head up high and your spirit free, because that's exactly how life moves on, and that's exactly how you get through the days.

I'll never say "Everything will be okay."
Nobody knows. Everything might not be okay.
But everything does go on. Good or bad.
Life is about risks, life is about decisions, life is hard.
It's our own intuition that makes for the best solutions to our own problems.

We all strive to be the happiest we could possibly be by surrounding ourselves with friends and fun, but none of that is forever.
Because once you're in your bedroom all alone laying in your haven of a bed looking at the ceiling, you just suddenly realize that you are the only person that can make you happy.
And a heavy weight sits on your heart, and suddenly your bed never felt so big.

And you never felt so small.


It's a wonderful thing we call "life".