Revamp.

My life came to a dramatic halt due to some saddening circumstances. Some issues with my parents came up, and I've felt super depressed the past two weeks. To be honest, I don't really want to go into detail. I'm not too sure where all of this came from but I definitely am trying my best to be optimistic. It seems to me that since 2007 was the year of sucking all of the optimism out of Jane, I just can't seem to muster up enough optimism to get me by.
Example: I cry myself to sleep sometimes.

On a happier note, some of you may know that I currently live in my parent's backhouse.
Due to my older brother moving back in circa November, I am almost forced to move back into the main house.
At first I was pretty bummed out because living back here really provided a lot of privacy and personal time for myself.
But family is family, and my brother is older.

So my dad made me a deal that I couldn't turn down. He says that I can choose whatever furniture I want from wherever I want. Basically, I get to give my entire room a makeover. SO stoked. And to top that off, my dad included a 26" LCD TV of my choice.

I love decorating, and I love interior design. I want to go for a very simplistic feel. Something airy, yet on the edge.

A few things I was considering:

IKEA

Malm Bed - $199


Malm 6 Drawer Dresser - $129


Floor Lamp - $49.99


BEST BUY

Sony Bravia 26" LCD - $599.99


URBAN OUTFITTERS

Wall Decor - $14


Photograph - $40


Jewelry Stand - $25


Photograph - $68


Mind you, I probably won't be purchasing all of these things, just a few ideas.
So hopefully you see the concept I'm going for. It's a vision.
I'm trying to figure out wall colors, bedding, and window shades.

I have a good month and a half to do so.

Clean start.