Seriously Again?

My life and mind have been all over the place the past week. My mind and heart aren't at a healthy place in life and I definitely need to get things back in order. I know I may seem cold, I may seem emotionless, but on the inside I am screaming, on the inside I am dying. Life is full of obstacles, but I never knew so many could be thrown at a person at one time. I often ask myself what I did wrong? I often ask myself if it is my karma. In no way, shape, or form do I feel sorry for myself. I am very blessed, and I know every inch of that part of my life. Just so many different situations and conflicts hardened my heart and twisted my outlook on life. I need to fall off the face of this Earth for a little bit.

Ugh, I'm so lame.