You Are a Telepath.

It's so frustrating how teeny little things seem to distract me from almost anything and everything. For instance, I have been trying to study for my History essay exam for the past two hours, but all I've gotten done is reading the essay questions. What is wrong with me? I guess the easy answer would be that I have SO much on my mind. I've almost deleted my blog because lately I see no point in writing, but I know if I deleted this then I'd be incredibly sad. My circle of friends has changed and evolved. Well, not my "circle" of friends, I guess I'm just referring to my phone book. I've been meeting new people left and right and I love it, Jane the social butterfly is BACK. It's been taking me almost fifteen minutes to get out of bed every morning. I just lay there and stare at my ceiling and my phone. And I've been going to bed with a headache for the past week. My heart has been floating and also been weighed down. I have been a different kind of happy lately, a "happy" that I've been feeling on my own not depending on another person. It's liberating. I'm pretty outspoken about experiences and details in my life, and I suddenly feel the urge to change that about myself. I feel like private things need to be kept private, no matter how comfortable I am talking about my life. Since February, I've lost over six pounds, or about two inches all around. Who knew that losing just a little bit of weight could uplift someone's spirits? Working out and losing weight is an addiction. My posts have been all over the place, no structure whatsoever. Uh, I feel like I've been a depressing dipshit to everyone around me. I want to go shopping so badly, since I lost a couple inches around my body, my clothes fit a bit looser. I'm just making excuses to shop. I got a new dog two nights ago. She's a four year old Maltese/Poodle mix and her name is Angel, but I'm convinced her name is Bonita, I love that name. I have so many things to do within the next couple months. Sometimes I feel the need to scream, so I do so when I'm driving, I bet I look crazy. But hey, it relieves my stress. I'm pretty sure I bombed my Geology test today. My test was 114 questions, WTF. I've been cursing an ugly deal lately, and I really want to cut back on cussing. I think it's really unattractive when every other word is "fuck" or "shit." I've always believed that "bitch" was an okay term to use, and I sometimes say it in front of my parents. I need to use my DSLR more often, I've been studying the manual and shopping for a new lenses. I really want a wide angle lens and a telephoto lens. I think within the next few months my mom is going to buy me a Macbook. I finally convinced her I needed a new laptop. I want the gold python Tory Burch flats, but they're discontinued so I may have to buy them online. I can't wait until the Blackberry Niagara comes to Verizon Wireless, no matter how cool the iphone is. I've been listening to some ghetto ass music lately and I've also been getting into Deadmau5...eff you, Patrick Hsu. It's insane how it's eighty degrees outside but sixty five degrees inside my house, and the AC isn't even on. Yesterday, I knocked out for three hours, in the middle of the day, NO BUENO. I need Spring Break, soon. I'm pretty sure I'm going to do mediocre on my test today. My room needs to be cleaned, I've been avoiding it badly. I need to study. My stomach hurts and everything. End.