Silver Lining.

This is probably the 100th time I've contemplated deleting my previous posts that pertain to my past relationship and past friendships. As much as I wish for my simple finger to quickly click on the 'delete' button, I know that I'll be kicking myself for deleting a part of who I am, was, and learned from.



I couldn't do it. My past is still there, silently mocking me of the mistakes I made, lies I told, and the person I chose to be. But as seasons changed, my attitude changed, and as my attitude changed, I ultimately changed. You'll never find me contemplating my past, wondering what I could have done, or what I shouldn't have done--but to be truthful, as of late, I've done just that.

It's been over a year of just me. And I could finally say that I am rested.
Amidst all of the chaos and darkness, I found light.

I found me.