Nothing is as it should be, and I know that as time passes by people change and grow. I, however, am living a rapidly moving life but every part of me is completely dormant.
I sleep uncomfortably. I wake up heavy hearted.
I pee at 5 am every morning. I toss through the night.
I am growingly more negative. I miss my long lost positivity.
I eat less. I crave more.
I lost weight. I feel fatter.
I hear I am pretty. I believe I am ugly.
I smile a lot. I cry inside.
My life has changed so much. And I try so hard to veil the ugly things in my life with all things that glisten and distract.
But to be honest, I am hating life so much.
And truth be told, I think I will for a while.
Calm down.
I'm sure it's just a phase.
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1 comment:
the only thing constant about life is change.
and for all those things you feel, i feel too, these days.
i've certainly taken a step towards Sad Mode, and i'm not even sure why. i've been feeling pretty empty and invalid lately.
things will get better.
ILY<3
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