When It Rains.

Of course I was a little upset after an entire day of no rain when clearly Weather.com stated that there would be daytime rain today.
But sure enough the rain fell tonight, and I couldn't be happier. I'm definitely not one to enjoy the rain too much however as I've "matured" the rain has become nothing but a work of art that depicts my emotions lately.
Not sadness nor carelessness, but definitely a feeling of much needed rest and relaxtion.

I'm not too sure how to explain my attitude lately. I guess all the positivity that was once in me has slowly been fading away and has been rottingly been replaced with poisonous negativity. For those who encounter my attitude on a daily basis, I truly apologize. Especially to my boyfriend, he gave me the biggest wake up call today. And I demand that it be mandatory for me to snap out of this funk I've been in.

I've been so slothful too, wanting to be out of reach from the world and only talking to a few friends here and there. I rarely use media networks (ie. Myspace, Facebook) and I've been less than moved to write any sort of blogs.

I think the heat drained everyone. I've felt like a dinosaur these past couple months. Practically all the moisture on dry land has been sucked away but tonight the Earth is replenished.

And plus its always lovely at night listening to the raindrops drizzling outside my window while I lay tangled in my sheets daydreaming about my boyfriend, and how it will be when he finally comes home.

This weather change is making me crazy.